won't know until you in it.
i'm not cut out for this whole being human thing.
idt there's a right or wrong way to be. but uh if anyone is, despite what can't be easily climbed from, it's you.
i dunno, man. i'm wondering if it's all worth it.
eh they are. better to stay away.
i don't know why i keep trying.
i'll be honest with you, shit like that really makes you ...hella cautious of linking up with people. like it's better if they're at a distance and stay that way. but that's just me. not fucking with everyone on a specific level that allows them any leeway to get idk, near enough to cause some kind of rift.
i get it. like what's the point of trying when it just leads to getting hurt in the end.
yeah or losing shit there was maybe high hopes of. after it happens too many times, shit feels pointless.
i don't know how the fuck to move on.
the straight forward answer is, give it time to figure out how. idk what the how part is tho since i'm not the best when it comes to having a solid answer other than getting lost in the shit that's the least harmful and what you find some joy in. if it's possible.
i don't know, dude. maybe i'll just be a ghost for a while.
i wouldn't fault you for it. kind of what i was doing or..am doing.
you feel some type of way about it?
just worried about you, that's all.
i'm the last person to be worried about.
don't. i'll be fine soon.